Holiday!!

Last thursday, my friends and I went to watch movie in Midvalley. some of us watch quarantine, and the others watch Bolt. I watched Quarantine. haha.. the movie i think it's quite ok la. a bit pening pening the movie is a first person view. the view of the camera keep moving moving and kinda pening la.

I really don't know how to appreciate metal rock songs. as i was on my journey to Midvalley with my friend car, my friend played his metal rock song. i've been suffering throughout the journey. i tried to listen and appreciate it. but can't la. it's not my cup of tea. haha..

I wanna watch Twilight!!! :)

Hectic Week!

I know i've not been updating this few week.. sorry. coz lately has been a really extremely super busy for me. i've been rushing all my final projects. it's true what my senior said. when it comes to the final 2 weeks, you'll be dead! you need to rush dozen of assignment as well as project within the final 2 weeks.

Now i've finished 3 classes. left 5 more classes for this week. next week will only have one class only. hehe... freedom is approaching me very sooooon! gah! i'm sooo happy :)

now will be planning how to spend my time after all the other classes finished. need to shopping, need to shop for christmas, watch movie and eat eat eat! wua hahahha!!! :D

Last sunday went to church saw one of my Lok Yuk friend, Cheng Guan Shung. Yay! another KK friend! so... i won't be lonely! ;) haha not saying that i'm very lonely la in church. there's a lot of friendly people but still don't know them that really well. just gotta wait for time.. eheheh gonna persuade this friend of mine to come every week.

i've been trying to shine God's light in my class but it seems so hard la. people see me as 'tiny little cute gal'.. do i really look like a small girl??? never mind.....

I can't wait to go back KK!!! there's 2 more weeks! you guys are excited right?? you only have 'yes' option to answer me.. wuaha hahaha... :)

OK.. I talk to much! gonna shut up now...... take care! ;)

this morning me and Calvin did our own assignment together at starbucks.. hehe.. it's a great time spent eventhough both of us busy minding our own business :) i accidentally spilled my precious vanilla chocolate on Calvin's precious newly-bought shoes while i was doing my assignment. i'm glad that he's not mad... hehe.. he's sooo good.. :P

Finally I've done my one of my drawing.. it took me about 5 hrs 30 mins to finished..




macam kah???


I'm feeling sooo sick juz now when i was eating my early dinner(bread) while reading some emails. One of it is 'Gang Rap at Ampang'.. so i opened it and read thru and saw pics(of a victim). it's really sickening and scary.... i have no mood to eat my bread after i saw the pic.. thanks to the pic.....

ok.... dats ALL! gotta jemur baju now! sad..... *sob sob*

Tagged by Yen

1). Do you think you're hot ??
Ans : Let me think............

2). Upload your favourite picture of you.

I love this photo.. not bcoz i look good in it(I look fat!!)it's b'coz i miss this is one of the place I miss the MOST in KK! :)

4). When was your last time you ate pizza.
Ans: hehe.. last night in Homes(Acts church CG)
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5). The last song you listen to .
Ans : Happy Day by Tim Hughes
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6). What are you doing right now besides this ?
Ans : Listening to Happy Day by Tim Hughes
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7). What name would you prefer besides yours ?
Ans : erm... I still prefer my name better.
8). People to tag :
-ermm... no one??
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The End .

I’m really glad that I stayed very near to my college(5 mins to college). Why? Coz an absent-minded girl like me always forgot to bring certain important things ( books or pencil box or assignment that need to be handed up) to college. Last Tuesday was a DISASTER to me. I was late to class for about an hour. Why? Because I thought the class (at 10am) start at 11am. i wouldn't be late for that day if I’ve not mistaken the time the class start. I woke up at 8.30am, slowly enjoy my breakfast and prepare my cloths and things to bring to college. I only realised that I was late when I happen to bumped into one of my friends(Eugene) on the way to college. He looks quite surprise to see me. I think he kinda said we’re late. And I kept denying it. So while walking to college, I realised that I forgot to bring my assignment (which was suppose to hand up on that day). So I need to walk back home AGAIN. I had a lot of walk that day. Quite tiring. When I got into my class, I knew that I was super late. Everyone were so surprise to see me. I’m really glad that I manage to catch up the assignment that the lecturer gave us for that day.

Today we had History of Arts class. We watched a movie. It’s a really horrible movie. I don’t feel good while watching it. coz the movie shows the time during the domination of catholic church. It was really scary. And I don’t like the way the church works during that old time. While watching it, I have quite some thought. One, “I’m glad that I was not born in that time(really!)”. Second, “I hope the people who watched the movie won’t think that the church now is as horrible as the church in the movie”. after the movie, the lecturer told us that we’re gonna have exam in 2 weeks time. AHHHhhhh!! i haven't compile any notes yet!

this week a lot of things happened.. some are good some are bad. last tuesday i went to arcade in Sunway Pyramid with a bunch of my friends after school.. hehe... it's been a really long time i didn't go to the arcade. the reason b'coz it waste my money and i will lose very fast one.. so it's not worth it. but that tuesday, i decided to join my friends coz they look very excited.. don wanna let them down, so i joined them. first i played the house of dead(new version).. the gun is SUPER heavy man.. i could build up muscle on my arms by playing it everyday.. after that, i played Dance Dance Revolution with my friends. at first i was a bit shy shy and don want to play. but after seeing how fun they played it, i also play la.. at first i looked like a lagging-dancing robot coz still don feel easy, alot of people looking.. but after some practice, i actually became better and conquered my fear of dancing infront of crowds. hehehe...

this afternoon, i decided to cook some manis manisan.. so i took out the glass pot(mom's favourite pot) from the cupboard. while taking it out, i............accidentally drop the glass cover of the pot. OHHH how'd i wish it never happened!!! mom gonna kill me............... :(

Hey i'm still alive and no stomach ache after I ate my japanese tofu with expired minced beef.. hehe praise God! Today has been a good day... We had a Finished Art class today. We learned how to do pop up cards. It's really cool but it's difficult.. a lot of calculation and estimation need to be done. this is where i can apply what i've learned in mathematics during high school..

I am really bad at doing pop up cards. My lecturer gave us a piece of assignment and we need to do a pop up card of a house. I'm really bad in it.. because i did some mistakes while measuring and cutting the card. One mistake will require you to do it all over again.. i only manage to do it correctly when i did the 3rd time..

About my college, if you procrastinate, you'll be dead... coz assignment will never stop coming everyday except for saturday and sunday.. so far im still ok with all the assignment as long as i manage my time well.. I'm really amazed with one of my friend eleena( a really cute blondy girl who has quite same height with me in my class) because she can not sleep for the whole day just to finish her assignment.. haha... the reason is also because she loves to procrastinate.. and she'll add "yay" with it whenever she said the word "procrastinate".. haha... :)

that's all!

Today, I decided to cook a Japanese tofu with minced beef. Happily I took out all the tofu and minced beef from the fridge. Then as I was opening the plastic that covered the beef, I checked out for the expiry date: 16 Oct 2008. Today is 20 Oct2008. (Argh...! How I wish it says 16 OCT 2009)
The minced cost is about RM 7.. I have thought of make a complain with the Jusco for not being responsible by putting out minced beef which almost expire. Then I tried to recall when did I bought the beef. Oh gosh.... I bought it on the 13 of Oct(which is the manufactured date). So I can’t complain about it with the Jusco. It’s my fault.. *cry cry* . should’ve ate it earlier.. sayang la my $$$.. Sadly I look to the beef...
Then I decided to give it a try(cook it with the Japanese tofu as I have mentioned it).. who knows I won’t have stomach ache after eating it. So I cut ¼ of the minced beef. And the left over I put it into the fridge. Planning to cook it with spaghetti spaghetti the following days continuosly..
So I cook cook cook. Woah.. it looks so nice. Carrie’s Japanese tofu with expired minced beef! Well actually as I was cooking it, I can actually smell a weird odour from my food. But but but..... it’s RM 7 minced beef. I can’t just throw it away. I actually had thought of asking my mom “ mom..... the minced beef which I had bought expired. What should I do ah?”.. Of course any mother would say just throw it away. So no need to ask la...
So I brought my food into my room. And say grace hoping that I’m still alive after I ate my ‘risky food’. The tofu taste nice but........ the minced beef taste absolutely not nice. It has the sour flavour in it. Not wanting to waste all my hard work of preparing it. I forced myself to eat all of it. After that I took out the remaining minced beef from the fridge and throw it away....... *cry cry*

Lesson for today:
1.Always checked the expiry date of any food or drink before you buy it.
2.Never buy a minced beef and cook it after 4 days. It normally can only last for 4 days.

*Don't worry about trying my foods. surely i won't cook for you food that has already expired..* :P

have a great day!

-short Up date-

Just a short update about today.

Today rain AGAIN.. I was in my Figure Studies class. And AGAIN I forgot to bring my umbrella. Thank God that it stopped when I’ve finished my class. Lately it has been raining a lot la.. Last Tuesday, rain a bit, so I took the chance to run back home asap after class and praying that the rain will not rain heavily as I was on my way. Unfortunately, it rained heavily when I was about 2 metre from my house. Then it got me thinking that, “hey, when was the last time I got this wet by the rain?”.. then I stupidly took a slow walk around my house compound while raining. Since I’m wet already, why bother take some time enjoying the rain drop.. Hehe.. If I were at home doing this, my mom would be shouting and dragging me into the house.

Friends in my class is very very different than my high school’s friends. Some of them are very open and their words sometimes need to be censored. But they’re really a friendly and helpful and crazy.

Today, when I got home, the 1st thing I did was to wash my dishes that I put last night. And then I went to wash away the dead rat which the stupid cat caught and left it near the kitchen compound. The smell is extremely awful.

Tonight my random dinner was Cheezels, mango and tomato. No time to cook coz finish school at 6pm and a bit tired... Actually I plan to eat oatmeal.. hehe healthy ma.. But end up eating the 3 things coz Cheezels almost ‘finish air’, mango almost rosak and tomato is because don’t want to sayang it after I have cut it open to sketch for my assignment. For the sake of not to sayang it, they became my dinner.. Hehe.. :P

Up--------->date!

Hey I guess it's updating time.. Haha.. :)

It's my 27th day in KL already. I'm still fine and healthy and alive! Thank God! :) For this few weeks, everything is normal.. Eat sleep assignment and visiting churches. Everything is different now. Have to do everything on my own(Wash cloths, cook food and clean room). I've been disciplining myself to fold my blanket lately. Haha. normally my kakak would do that for me when I was in KK.. I miss home...

I love my college.. I love the courses.. I learn how to draw and how to cut, paste and fold paper and other stuff.. Everything is practical but it consume a lot of time to finish it. I've been spending quiet a lot of money for my courses.. Coz need to buy a lot of art material..

My class got a lot of bananna people. They speak very good english.. I had 2 friends. They're the closest one to me among my other classmates. Oh yah.. There's one sabahan in my class too.. :)
My housemates and roomate are good. They're really friendly.. :)

I've been visiting churches.. Hope to settle in one of the churches soon.. I miss Eklektos..
Now, I"m painting picture, which is one of my assignment. still haven't finish.. This thursday need to hand up..

update will come again.. soon.... I hope?? :P

I’m SUPER EARLY today!!

I just came back from seeing Daphnee at the airport Air Asia. At first, she don’t want me to go, I think coz she gonna check in soon that’s why.. I was about to give up on seeing her at the airport and to continue my sleep. But after second thought, I think it’s better to TRY to see her at the airport even though she might be going in anytime. Better than not trying right?

As I was on my way to the airport, with low petrol, limited time…. I find out that I got the wrong junction and was on the way to the other airport!! I got so nervous b’coz never see that road before. Trying to find my U Turn all the way. THANK GOD here is not KL.. =P

At last I got to see Daphnee at the airport!! Managed to give her the gift.. Haha.. Wanna wait till she check in but she don’t want coz might cry.. Haha.. Timothy is SOO funny. He gave her a tissue along with his goodbye card for her, saying that if she ever want to cry, just use the tissue.. Haha.. =D

As I was on my way home, I got a wrong junction AGAIN!! Petrol almost finish AND now I got a wrong junction AGAIN??? You might be thinking why don’t I just pump more petrol at the gas station. I’ve thought of that.. BUT I don’t know which one should I use… Petrol? Diesel? Or the purple colour one? I really don’t know!! Funny… Petrol is the source of car’s life, and I still don’t know which one is the right one…… So… I tried to call my brother and asked him about it. But he didn’t pick up. I guess he’s still sleeping.. Then I tried to call my dad, but he’s still sleeping.

So I continued my way back home, praying for God to sustain my car’s petrol.. God really did help me.. The moment I reach my house gate, the ‘empty petrol’ light just turn on… Haha.. Thank God for everything.

Along my way back home, I remembered the story in the Habitudes. It’s about the author was on a trip with low petrol and in the end, he ended up ran out of gas and had to pushed the car to the nearest gas station.. I was about in the same situation as him but thank God that I didn’t ended up to pushed my car to the nearest gas station.

I learnt a lot of lesson from this experience and it also applied to our walk with the Lord.. But no time to explain now.. I’m hungry and it’s early! Have a GOOD Day~ =D

Chef Carrie

This morning I woke up at 10.30am… But still a bit sleepy, so I took a BIT of sleep again. Then when I woke up it was 10.55am. I really must wake up coz need to cook a meal for my sister. I need to cook rice and some vegetable with prawn and eggs. It was my very first time to cook a meal like that for my own. I cooked all those food with my newly bought induction cooker. I was not so good at using the machine, almost burn my egg coz de heat is too extreme. Then I cooked my vegetable with prawn. It looks really nice. But it taste kindaaa too salty coz I added too much salt. My sister didn’t want to eat the food that I cooked coz my mom bought matapak for her. Hmmph.. My mom gave me 40 marks over 100 marks for my cooking skill and my management skill in preparing and cleaning all the food and cooking utensils. Not bad la 40 marks.. Still got so much more too improve.

Hmm.. Now wondering what to do later. Read book? Ok.. Read book la. Need to prepare for my coming English test at The One Academy, which is next Thursday. Still got 2 months of holiday for me before going to college. I’m gonna use it to Da Fullest!!

The Story of Carrie

The One & Only reason that I’m alive today is because of He who died for me

Carrie has always been timid, unforgiving, bitter and selfish girl. Since young, she has always been a Christian. She knows who Jesus and God is, she knows the story of Jesus. But she didn’t know who God really is and He’s always been a stranger to Carrie. Weird as it is, Carrie has been to a Chinese Sunday school and she didn’t understand Chinese language that well and didn’t know how to read Chinese words. She’d been there for about 6 years, but still she never knew truly who Jesus is!

Carrie often come to church only when she felt insecure and need peace. She knew that there was something about church and God- it gives her comfort and peace. When Carrie was primary 6, every night before she went to sleep, she always prayed that God would bring her to a suitable church where she can grow well. For about 3 years, Carrie have been attending 2 churches- one is the church that his brother attend to, another one is her elder sister attend to. However Carrie still felt that both are not the suitable church.

When she was Form 3, God began to answer Carrie’s prayer. Surely God is faithful! With a divine connection, God uses 3 friends from Eklektos church to bring her to that suitable church which she has been waiting for the past 3 years. Slowly Carrie began to grow a lot in this church and she met God personally in her life. She no longer knew God through her brain, she knew God through her heart.

Carrie’s life has change ever since that day she encountered God’s love. She no longer afraid of dark, no longer unforgiving, no longer timid and her life changed so much! God became so real in her life that she knows she can’t live without Him. She became active in church and there's so much more that she needs to grow. With God in her life, she knows that life will never be the same. It'll be great and amazing!

I will ever testify Your greatness and love in my life, O Lord!

Made simple song~

Why aren’t you available?
Time is unforgiving
Once it goes never come back
Use it well, don’t miss it
It’s a gold, fully use it
Don’t throw it to the sea

I see the clock ticks ticks ticks
Being stuck in this same thing
Over and over again
Eat sleep school tv toilet
Why aren’t you moving?

You’re still here?
You need to go on
Where is the road to there?
I need direction
I need Your hand

Where is my future
“It’s in My hand” You said
Where is my joy
“It’s in Me” You said
Why do I live
“Because I live” You said
Who am I
“You are Carrie, my child” You said
Why do you love me
“Coz you’re preacious to Me” You said

Time is precious.. Gonna create a GREAT and ADVENTUROUS memory of You and I, my Lord…

Hehe… Like a psalmist huh?? Not bad not bad….. =P

Ok... Updating my blog time!!

For the past few days, I have been driving around with my mom's car which is automatic. Hehe.. So fun..=P So far no accident. Yesterday drive to church with my sister. Thank God that we reach there safely. When parking, I park to near to a car and too far from another car. Parking skill still not that good. Hehe.. Then went for breakfast with Kim's family, Cathy, Oscar, my sister and Janice to Lintas.

Time pass by so fast aye. Janice now on the plane to US. It was really saddening.. But it's a must I know. Never mind... 2 years very fast one. Haha.. =)

Vrooommmm... Carrie is driving..

Yesterday I went to fetch Lizzie at school with my brother. Actually he drive to the school and then I drive back home.. Haha.. I mati engine 2 times at same time near the chung hwa likas and lok yuk junction. Then the school bus behind me 'hon' me... Immediately I feel very embarassing coz all the car near the junction keep looking at me.. I see them looking at me but I can feel it.. Haha.. =P

Yup dat's all!!

Vector's surprise Farewell!

Cake & Hat for Vector

Busy smsing.. (T: Hmm..Y no reply ah??)

While waiting for the rest, T keep taking picture.

Eh? Very familiar lah the car.....

Ooooh.. It's Vincent!! =P (Beside him is Yvonne =D)

Before going to surprise him.. Hehe.. =P

Adui.... Still have the sleepy looks!

It was time for sharing...


Praying for Vector..

Crazy guys pinching one another...

Acting cute??!!!

Haha.. It was a succesfull surprise farewell party! Yeah!!

I remembered how last time we failed to surprise Calvin & Alvin..

Haha.. Yup.. Mission accomplished for this time surprise farewell.. =P

Busy Busy Busy

You think the olden days are relaxing and very free? Think again.. They don't have that much good gadgets as we do.. Cook their food? They have to go to cut some woods, burn the fire, hunt for their food and make sure they finish their works before its dark. Not like us now. We just to turn on the fire and there we have our food or we can even go out and 'ta pau'. For them to travel some places, it would take them 2 or 3 days.. Whereas we should only take hours to travel some far places..

I used to think that, " Ha.. It would be easier for me to spend time with God if I were in Abraham's time or David's time..".. Actually it's not true.. They could be as busy as us, or even more busier than us.

Haha.. Yalor... You can never be busier than God. It's priority that matters the most.

This week been trying to spend time with God at least 5 minutes just to talk to Him early in the morning.. I failed to do that several times. But still trying my best.. Haiz.. The good weather bah.. Aiks... Blame the weather.. Hehe.. =P

Psalm 130:5-6

I wait for the LORD, my soul waits,

and in his word I put my hope.
My soul waits for the Lord

more than watchmen wait for the morning,

more than watchmen wait for the morning.

Psalm5:3

In the morning, O LORD, you hear my voice;

in the morning I lay my requests before you

and wait in expectation.

Can give me my P license now????

WOOooohoooOOO!!

I pass my driving test!! Haha... Can't really express how I'm feeling that time when I did it...

Here's what happen before, throughout and after the test:

Before
Keep practice the hill using my brother's car. Then got scolded by aunty coz cannot use outside car to drive inside there. But... I did it quite a lot already the past few days. No one scold also... =P Hehe I actually don't need to pay Rm 150, only need to pay Rm 110.. Actually the Rm40 is the aunty plus in one coz if use her car for last minute practice before the test, need to pay to her.. Very good in counting huh... Haha..

During
Waited for about 4 hours then it's my turn to drive up the hill. During the waiting time, I keep sing the song I can do all things through Christ.. Haha not quite remember how it sounds like but I kept singing it.. Go up the hill, in the yellow line, then the examiner ask me 'ok kah?', 'Ok'.. Haha.. Then the next thing I remember is I passed! So unbelievable....... Only after the hill, my 70% tension fade away.. Left 30% for the side parking and tiga penjuru.. Haha.. =)

After
I can't help but keep smiling after all the test.. Remembered all the anxious feeling that I had before the test.. It' really really a relieve to me after the test..

Thank you for all of you for giving me a lot of encouragement.. It really help a lot.. Actually the day before the test, I got really worried and discourage by someone.. But now it's OK.. Haha..=D

Now Carrie can drive on the roads with her P license! Haha.... =)

OH NO!!!

Tomorrow is exam.......

My bro gonna accompany me just to support me.. Haha... =) Yeah..

You know... The retest actually cost Rm 150.. It's SOoo Expensive!! Haiz..... =(

Tagged by Daph!!

First Name – Carrie
Nickname – Rie Rie
Name you wish you had – Carrie
What do people normally mistake your name as – ???

[Your Appearence]
How tall are you – around 153??
Wish you were taller – YES…
Eye color - Dark Brown
Eye color you want – Mine is fine..
Natural Hair color – Black
Current Hair color –
BlackShort or long hair – Long
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color – nope
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair –No

[This or that]
Flowers or Chocolates – Chocolates
Pepsi or Coke – Coke
Rap or Rock – Rock
Relationship or One night stand – Relationship
School or Work – School
Love or Money – Love
Movies or Music – Both
Sunny or Rainy days – Sunny(during jogging) and Rainy(While I’m sleeping)
Friends or Family – Erm… Both..

[Have you ever]
Lied – Yes
Stole something – Yes( When I was young and innocent.. Haha.. =P)
Hurt someone close to you – Yes
Broke someone's heart – Yes
Had your heart broken – Yes
Wondered what was wrong with you – Sometimes..
Wish you were a prince/princess – Haha.. No.. I like my normal life.
Liked someone who was taken – Last time
Shaved your head – Never..
Been in love – …
Used chopsticks – Yup
Sang in the mirror to yourself – Haha.. Yes when no one is around..=P

[Favorites]
Flower – As long as they look pretty =)
Candy –…
Song – Home by Michael Buble(for now)
Color – …
Movie – Forbidden Kingdom(for now)
Singer – Michael Buble
Word – Hello
Junk food – Bika =)
Website – Google
Location – KK
Animal – Cat and Dog
Ever cried over someone –…
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself – Yes
Do you think you're attractive – Erm.. Not sure =P
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose – Beauty and the Beast.. =)
Sports – Erm… Jogging?

I tag: [ Must continue ah =P]
1. Janice Chin
2. Kim Ku
3. Jessica Chen
4. Cathy Lee
5. ????

Argh.. It’s RAINING now…. This weather is really good for sleeping..
But I can’t coz gotta go for work... Wish to bring my pillow along with me to work. Hehe..

I’m tired I’m tired!!

Last night(11pm) tried to sleep.. But cannot coz my stomach still full of Pizza Hut’s bread, soup and pepsi.. So in order to reduce the air in my stomach I went to find ENO in my fridge.. Found it! But expired… I tried the risk of drinking it. But the moment I sip it, I smelled the strong sense of sours.. Immediately I throw it away. Ain’t gonna risk myself with this… =P

I’m gonna misss my friends really much.. Last night went to eat dinner with my Pam, Daph, Yen and Klein.. We talk talk talk and laugh laugh laugh and pic pic pic… haha.. It’s a really nice dinner I suppose.. Then went for KBoxHaha sing like we never sing before.. I’m glad my ears are still alright.. Daph,I realize that you choose a lot of sad song la… Haha… =P

Can I Drive Now???

This morning went for the JPJ exam.......

Guess what?

I failed the going up hill one...

But..

I passed the going outside the road one..

Now.... I'm nervous for the next exam- going up the hill!! =P

Today went to learn my last driving. Don't know what happen.. I keep mati engine especially when I go up the hill.. Haiz......... I hope that this won't happen tomorrow.. HELP me!!!! =P

O Lord I pray that you would help me through this driving test which is next Tuesday.. I don't know what I can do, but to trust that You're with me through it all.. If I can't pass this exam.. I don't know what I can do anymore.. It's too expensive la... Haha.. Praise You in All of This... =)

Be Happy In a Bad Day?

Yesterday, a lots of bad stuff happened to me..

I began to wonder "Is God trying to tell me something or what?". The funny thing is yesterday morning we, church staff, were having our devotional time and we talked about praising God in difficult situation. I tend to forget praising God in difficult situation. What I usually do is to cry out to Him and asking Him why why why..

5.10pm, time to go home.. I followed Aunt Annie's car. We tried to close the big gate but it just wouldn't move. So I went in to the foyer and tried to press the gate control button, STILL wouldn't move. So we gave up in closing the gate. While I'm trying to lock the foyer door, my key BROKE! It's either because I'm too strong after working out in the gym last monday or the key is old already.. I don't know...

Then, at home watch a movie called 'The Pursuit of Happiness'. It's really a nice movie.. But half way watching it, I heard ' Owhh owh Owhh....' It's my dog.. Went out of the house to see what's going on with him. Ha! As I have expected, he failed to go out through the fence and got his leg stuck on it while his body swinging in the air.. Afraid that his leg would be broken, I quickly rushed out to save him. Never thought of my safety while saving him, I got bitten by him. So much for being a hero to him!

After saving him, went back to the house and cry.. Haha.. =P As I was bathing before, I was reminded about what Aunt Annie shared about praising God in difficult situation. Oh.... So this is the difficult situation that I should learn to praise Him.. Haha.. Ya..

Praise God that my wrist is not broken!

Praise God for a family that can help and comfort you in difficult time!

Thanks for Everything!

Difference for that ONE not ALL

The Starfish Story,Original Story by: Loren Eisley


One day a man was walking along the beach when he noticed a boy picking
something up and gently throwing it into the ocean. Approaching the boy, he
asked, “What are you doing?”

The youth replied, “Throwing starfish back into the ocean. The surf is up and
the tide is going out. If I don’t throw them back, they’ll die.”“Son,” the man said,
“don’t you realize there are miles and miles of beach and hundreds of starfish?
You can’t make a difference!”

After listening politely, the boy bent down, picked up another starfish, and
threw it back into the surf. Then, smiling at the man, he said…”I made a
difference for that one.”

Last saturday night, with my headache, trying to sleep, I've thought about the issue of caring and loving others. There's too many people to care for in this world!! What difference would it be made if I can only care for few people? It might not make a difference to the whole world but it would make a difference for that person that we care for. Show your love and care for people especially your family.. Don't delay or not caring for people just because we thought we can't make a difference to the whole world. We can make a difference by the little things that we do. We reap what we sow.. Sowing takes forever!! But when the fruits of it reaps, you'll find that all the sowing and waiting is worth it... Look forward to the day when your fruits reap. Yup keep dreaming and focus on your dream!!

Make a difference for that ONE not ALL!!

My Good Good Dad..

“Hey don’t worry, I’ll handle all this things”

This ‘word’ that I heard from my dad really open up my mind about who God is..

Last week I’ve been worrying about whether to study at TOA or not because of certain reason.. After worrying about it and doing something about it for two or three days(I think), my dad told me this ‘word’.. It sort of relives me somehow.

Luke 11:11-13 (“Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead? Or if he asks for a egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!”)

Even my earthly father know how to give good things to me, how much more my Father in heaven will? Don’t be blinded by the lies of the devil. God loves to gives good gift to us.. God's image in our mind is really important because it'll affect how we relate to Him.. Last time, I used to not letting God knows what I want because I thought that He wouldn't give me what I want. Thinking that God doesn't give us what we wants is actually lies from the devil.Sometimes God will not give us what we wants straight away. He has certain reasons for it such as 'you're not ready for it', 'there's better one for you' or 'i think that's not good for you'..

Lord You Are Good!

Mirror Mirror Who is Beautiful??

Beautiful by Ross Parsley

The sun pales compared to You
the stars shine to worship You
but You want what I can bring
so I am the offering

Oh how amazing
love beyond explaining

You are beautiful
ever merciful, great and glorious
Indescribable in Your majesty
all too wonderful for my eyes to see
You are beautiful

Your face is all I seek
and Your gaze will always be
my treasure and my reward
the one thing I'm living for

You are beautiful
You are beautiful
You are beautiful in Your holiness

Don't you think that God is beautiful?? I think He is although I never see His real face before. I love Him for who He is. He's EVERYTHING.. He's beautiful for who He is.

In Genesis 1:27 (So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.)

This verse is really so wonderful.. Everyone in this world is created in God's image, which also means that we are beautiful! If God is so beautiful, then His son and daughter are beautiful too. God create you and I in His image.

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!! Ya, You, I'm talking to you..

Scorpion!!

I found a baby scorpion this morning! Where did I found it?? It dropped off from my jeans (while I'm wearing it!!) Thank God it didn't bite me.. Insects could be the most dangerous creature, I think, because they can hide wherever they want to and then attack you instantly.. I had quite a lot of encounter with insects especially COCKROACH! But ain't gonna share about it here..

I''m really thankful that the little scorpion didn't bite me.. Too bad I have to kill it in order to prevent it from hurting other people. Haha... I guess I understand why some animal would attack us even when we don't have the intention to hurt them. They would do anything to protect their family.

Tata... By the way, tomorrow is holiday!! Hehe~

**My Cute Cousins**

Lucas(left) has make-up glitter on his eyes.. Pretty right?

See?? He lost his tooth...

Making silly face..

Today I went for my second driving lesson.. It was quite exhausting.. Wishing that I could go back to Kyrugma sooner to continue my work. During my diving lesson, the car engine die infront of the traffic light (‘honned’ by car behind).

By the way, I also got a phone call from ‘The One Academy’. They said that they have received my application form and informing that I had to take an English exam before I can be fully accepted by the college.. Now I’m waiting for my scholarship.. I heard that I have to be interviewed by them if they accept me.. I’m SO NOT good in being interviewed!! Hopefully I can get through this…

Today I reached home at 5pm.. I watch a movie in HBO, I think. I don’t know what movie it is but I just watch it.. The movie is almost end when I watched it. From this movie, I learnt to know what we want. Sometimes it’s so easy for us to just say ‘I don’t know.. You decide’.. Haha.. For me, I tend to say this words because of my laziness to think.

Oh…. I’m so happy today!!!! I found my MP3… I really miss it SOOoo much.. I lost it 3 months ago.. Oh yah, you might want to know where I found it.. Actually when I reached home my mom was cleaning the shoe cupboard.. She found it while cleaning it.. It was in a plastic with my pair of high-hill shoe.. I’m soo so glad that my mom found it… Haha… During this 3 months, I realized that when you lost something , you will start to appreciate the thing.. I learned to not take things for granted.. Thank you Lord!!

BooOooKs

I've been searching for books this lately. Don't know why.. These are the 3 online books that I have read( I only get to read small parts of it):

1) After God's Own Heart by Mike Bickle

You wanna chase after God with all your heart just like David.You wanna understand why he is the only one who is called as a man who after God's own heart though he messed things up again and again and again. You want to understand God's heart even more and have the same heartbeat as Him. Check out this book..

Log in to this web and read it:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/1591852307/ref=sib_dp_pt#reader-link


2) The Secret Place: Passionately Pursuing His Presence by D. Arthur Fife


You hunger to live in the presence of God. You yearn to know the Father's heart in an intimate way. You desire revelation and passionate encounters with the Almighty. You long to spend time in the Secret Place, getting to know the Father in a deeper way. This book will lead you into that place of revelation, the place that will satisfy your hunger for more of God. If you long to experience a greater intimacy with the Father, The Secret Place will draw you in and change your life!

Log in to this web and read it:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/0883687151/ref=sib_dp_pt#reader-link


3) Secrets Of Secret: Keys To Igniting Your Personal Time With God by Bob Sorge


This book will encourage you to ignite your devotional time with God. You want to be closer to God and have an intimate relationship with Him. You want to learn to dwell in the secret place with the Most High.. This book will reveal to you more and more secrets that you never know..

Log in to this web and read it:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/0970479107/ref=sib_dp_pt#reader-link


I gotta read more books.. But I can't read a lot of books at once. So have to learn to prioritize which one is more important...

Argh.... Later gonna take my Spm result with my dad.. Hope that I get a good result. My mom & grandparents said have to call them as soon as I get the result. Haha.. Funny.. =P

Continue Driving Experience 1

Ok.. Haha back to my driving experience. My driving instructor was waiting for me at church sanctuary. So I walked from Kyrugma to there. As I approached her car, i saw that she was sitting at the passenger sit. I was quite surprise! She asked me to drive in the real traffic all the way to Tuaran.. I was like 'huh???'. I was really nervous that time.. But I just kept on driving. Thank God that I didn't 'bang' someone or saw anyone I know..
Pheww.....Oh yah, it was also raining that time..

When I reached that driving place, I found out that I my leg got bit cramp because I stiffened it while pressing and releasing the fuel paddle.. I guess too nervous gua... It's really a good experience. This was my first driving lesson. I learned how to do the 'tiga penjuru something something'. It was really cool. At first it was really fun, but after a long hour of practicing it, I got tired and don't really wanna do it anymore. Haha.. Then I also drive the car back to Kyrugma.. This time she didn't hold my stering. Got la but not that much compare when I just started to drive. Hehe.. By the way, she's not fierce.. Thanks God! Hopefully she'll be like this all the way till I finished my lessons with her.

My next lesson will be next Tuesday! Haha... =) Night Gotta sleep now because my eyes is REALLY REALLY heavy now.......... Night!

My driving experience 1

I'm gonna learn driving later!! Hehe... So excited! Last night when I was on my bed preparing to sleep, I kept on imagine myself practicing driving.. Imagining that myself is very good with it.. Haha.. Carrie over confident about it.. Not gooooood... Gonna update my driving experience later ya.. Hopefully the driving instructor is not fierce.. Lord, please give me a good skill in driving.. Haha... =)

Last night was having a headache. Not feeling very well. When reach home, I quickly eat a panadol pill. Can’t stand the pain.. After I ate my panadol, I went to the living room and sat beside my mom. She tried to help me relieve my headache by pulling and releasing my hair. Haha.. It helped a little I guess...

Then I went back to my room to sleep. My sister was sleeping.. I don’t know how long she slept. I guess she was too exhausted because she stayed up the whole day since 5.15am to 4pm.. This remind me when I was doing the sim city game. I stayed up since 7.135am till 11pm. I’m really quite surprised that I can stayed up that long. Normally I would be hit with a headache if I didn't get enough sleep. Hehe I’m sure it’s God amazing super strength that helped me that time..

Just now went to shopping with my mom at city mall. We bought 2 boxes of donut at Big Apple Donut. We then brought it to Yogur Berry and we ate our donut and yogurt ice cream. While we’re eating the donut, we messed ourself up because the donut liquid is TOO much. It kept dripping here and there. My mom kept complaining that the liquid should not be too much and the bun should be bigger. I agree with what she said. Hehe...

That's All! =)

Why people continue to do things that would hurt them? Why they don't let other people to help them? Is it because of pride? Why ??? I don't know what I can do anymore... I can only watch *** continuing the things that would hurt ***. I rebuked *** but *** don't listen to me. Saying everything to defend ***self. I want to rebuked *** once more but afraid that will ruin our relationship. I can only silently watching *** suffer.

O Lord I pray that You would help ***. Speak to ***. I can speak no more.. I'm aware that I can't do things on my own. I can only depend You O Lord Almighty... Thank You Lord..

Morning World!! Sorry trees... For using you too much.. Last two days I was working on the lyrics book.. Doing all the printing and photocopying.. End up using too much paper.. I never use that much papers in my whole life. Hopefully the lyrics book that I have finished don't have anymore mistakes.. Even if it has, let it be one or two mistakes.

Last night while I was reading the Blueprint in my room, my mom suddenly came in and talk with me.. Actually I don't really want to talk, so as she was talking to me, I kept on reading my book. Then, in a while, I felt that there's voice telling me to listen to my mom. So I obeyed the voice. Looking at her and really listen to her although I have heard her stories for thousands times already. Although I don't really want to do it, but I felt that's the right thing to do.. I can see why the voice telling me to do that. I think maybe my mom wants my attention.

I learned some people needs our attention, and we need to be sensitive with it. If we're not careful with it, we might end up leaving them feeling rejected. Parents need our attention too. Although they didn't really mention it, but the way they approach are telling us that they wants our attention on them, not only our ears but also our eyes and heart.

IF I end up choosing not to obey the voice that tell me to listen to my mom, what would my mom feel? I supposed she'll feel rejected. But I'm glad that I did listen to her.I'm still learning to listen to her. But sometimes I like to say" I know I knowww.." in a way that she don't like it. This eventually cut off my conversation with her and me putting a fence around me with a sign saying "Talk to the hand". I have to learn to say those words lesser... Haha.. Carrie stop saying "I know I knowww...."

Last night I read the blueprint, Jaeson Ma taught me a lot about the Holy Spirit. He is our best friend, a person with emotions and feelings, He brings God's presence and many more. Haha last night I also took the step to talk to the Holy Spirit telling Him " I love You Holy Spirit. I want to know you more." It felt a bit weird because it's like talking to myself. But I know that He is listening. So last night I kept on talking to the Holy Spirit. Just like everytime when you meet a new people, you would first introduced yourself and then start chatting with the person. I did that with the Holy Spirit. Haha.. I told Him " Hi Holy Spirit.. My name is Carrie Chin. I'm 17 years old. My passion is to see more and more young people to rise up for Your name in Malaysia. My weaknest is this and this.. I pray that You would transform me to be more and more like Jesus. Thank You!"

When I was sleeping I sort of felt something inside me is comforted. Then tears began to rolled down my cheeks. Don't know why.. I was reminded that our body is the House of God. And that God live in us and He is taking control of us. How GREAT it is to know that there's a BIG and AWESOME God living inside us..

1st post!!

Oh no........ At last I choosed to use Blogspot already.. Actually last time I've been thinking of using it because Kim, Daph, Emman, Calvin and everyone is using it and also they said that it's easier to used... But at the same time I'm still concerned about my blog in Xanga.. It's hard for me to let go of it..... Haha... Never mind la..