Mirror Mirror Who is Beautiful??

Beautiful by Ross Parsley

The sun pales compared to You
the stars shine to worship You
but You want what I can bring
so I am the offering

Oh how amazing
love beyond explaining

You are beautiful
ever merciful, great and glorious
Indescribable in Your majesty
all too wonderful for my eyes to see
You are beautiful

Your face is all I seek
and Your gaze will always be
my treasure and my reward
the one thing I'm living for

You are beautiful
You are beautiful
You are beautiful in Your holiness

Don't you think that God is beautiful?? I think He is although I never see His real face before. I love Him for who He is. He's EVERYTHING.. He's beautiful for who He is.

In Genesis 1:27 (So God created man in his own image, in the image of God he created him; male and female he created them.)

This verse is really so wonderful.. Everyone in this world is created in God's image, which also means that we are beautiful! If God is so beautiful, then His son and daughter are beautiful too. God create you and I in His image.

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL!! Ya, You, I'm talking to you..

Scorpion!!

I found a baby scorpion this morning! Where did I found it?? It dropped off from my jeans (while I'm wearing it!!) Thank God it didn't bite me.. Insects could be the most dangerous creature, I think, because they can hide wherever they want to and then attack you instantly.. I had quite a lot of encounter with insects especially COCKROACH! But ain't gonna share about it here..

I''m really thankful that the little scorpion didn't bite me.. Too bad I have to kill it in order to prevent it from hurting other people. Haha... I guess I understand why some animal would attack us even when we don't have the intention to hurt them. They would do anything to protect their family.

Tata... By the way, tomorrow is holiday!! Hehe~

**My Cute Cousins**

Lucas(left) has make-up glitter on his eyes.. Pretty right?

See?? He lost his tooth...

Making silly face..

Today I went for my second driving lesson.. It was quite exhausting.. Wishing that I could go back to Kyrugma sooner to continue my work. During my diving lesson, the car engine die infront of the traffic light (‘honned’ by car behind).

By the way, I also got a phone call from ‘The One Academy’. They said that they have received my application form and informing that I had to take an English exam before I can be fully accepted by the college.. Now I’m waiting for my scholarship.. I heard that I have to be interviewed by them if they accept me.. I’m SO NOT good in being interviewed!! Hopefully I can get through this…

Today I reached home at 5pm.. I watch a movie in HBO, I think. I don’t know what movie it is but I just watch it.. The movie is almost end when I watched it. From this movie, I learnt to know what we want. Sometimes it’s so easy for us to just say ‘I don’t know.. You decide’.. Haha.. For me, I tend to say this words because of my laziness to think.

Oh…. I’m so happy today!!!! I found my MP3… I really miss it SOOoo much.. I lost it 3 months ago.. Oh yah, you might want to know where I found it.. Actually when I reached home my mom was cleaning the shoe cupboard.. She found it while cleaning it.. It was in a plastic with my pair of high-hill shoe.. I’m soo so glad that my mom found it… Haha… During this 3 months, I realized that when you lost something , you will start to appreciate the thing.. I learned to not take things for granted.. Thank you Lord!!

BooOooKs

I've been searching for books this lately. Don't know why.. These are the 3 online books that I have read( I only get to read small parts of it):

1) After God's Own Heart by Mike Bickle

You wanna chase after God with all your heart just like David.You wanna understand why he is the only one who is called as a man who after God's own heart though he messed things up again and again and again. You want to understand God's heart even more and have the same heartbeat as Him. Check out this book..

Log in to this web and read it:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/1591852307/ref=sib_dp_pt#reader-link


2) The Secret Place: Passionately Pursuing His Presence by D. Arthur Fife


You hunger to live in the presence of God. You yearn to know the Father's heart in an intimate way. You desire revelation and passionate encounters with the Almighty. You long to spend time in the Secret Place, getting to know the Father in a deeper way. This book will lead you into that place of revelation, the place that will satisfy your hunger for more of God. If you long to experience a greater intimacy with the Father, The Secret Place will draw you in and change your life!

Log in to this web and read it:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/0883687151/ref=sib_dp_pt#reader-link


3) Secrets Of Secret: Keys To Igniting Your Personal Time With God by Bob Sorge


This book will encourage you to ignite your devotional time with God. You want to be closer to God and have an intimate relationship with Him. You want to learn to dwell in the secret place with the Most High.. This book will reveal to you more and more secrets that you never know..

Log in to this web and read it:
http://www.amazon.com/gp/reader/0970479107/ref=sib_dp_pt#reader-link


I gotta read more books.. But I can't read a lot of books at once. So have to learn to prioritize which one is more important...

Argh.... Later gonna take my Spm result with my dad.. Hope that I get a good result. My mom & grandparents said have to call them as soon as I get the result. Haha.. Funny.. =P

Continue Driving Experience 1

Ok.. Haha back to my driving experience. My driving instructor was waiting for me at church sanctuary. So I walked from Kyrugma to there. As I approached her car, i saw that she was sitting at the passenger sit. I was quite surprise! She asked me to drive in the real traffic all the way to Tuaran.. I was like 'huh???'. I was really nervous that time.. But I just kept on driving. Thank God that I didn't 'bang' someone or saw anyone I know..
Pheww.....Oh yah, it was also raining that time..

When I reached that driving place, I found out that I my leg got bit cramp because I stiffened it while pressing and releasing the fuel paddle.. I guess too nervous gua... It's really a good experience. This was my first driving lesson. I learned how to do the 'tiga penjuru something something'. It was really cool. At first it was really fun, but after a long hour of practicing it, I got tired and don't really wanna do it anymore. Haha.. Then I also drive the car back to Kyrugma.. This time she didn't hold my stering. Got la but not that much compare when I just started to drive. Hehe.. By the way, she's not fierce.. Thanks God! Hopefully she'll be like this all the way till I finished my lessons with her.

My next lesson will be next Tuesday! Haha... =) Night Gotta sleep now because my eyes is REALLY REALLY heavy now.......... Night!

My driving experience 1

I'm gonna learn driving later!! Hehe... So excited! Last night when I was on my bed preparing to sleep, I kept on imagine myself practicing driving.. Imagining that myself is very good with it.. Haha.. Carrie over confident about it.. Not gooooood... Gonna update my driving experience later ya.. Hopefully the driving instructor is not fierce.. Lord, please give me a good skill in driving.. Haha... =)

Last night was having a headache. Not feeling very well. When reach home, I quickly eat a panadol pill. Can’t stand the pain.. After I ate my panadol, I went to the living room and sat beside my mom. She tried to help me relieve my headache by pulling and releasing my hair. Haha.. It helped a little I guess...

Then I went back to my room to sleep. My sister was sleeping.. I don’t know how long she slept. I guess she was too exhausted because she stayed up the whole day since 5.15am to 4pm.. This remind me when I was doing the sim city game. I stayed up since 7.135am till 11pm. I’m really quite surprised that I can stayed up that long. Normally I would be hit with a headache if I didn't get enough sleep. Hehe I’m sure it’s God amazing super strength that helped me that time..

Just now went to shopping with my mom at city mall. We bought 2 boxes of donut at Big Apple Donut. We then brought it to Yogur Berry and we ate our donut and yogurt ice cream. While we’re eating the donut, we messed ourself up because the donut liquid is TOO much. It kept dripping here and there. My mom kept complaining that the liquid should not be too much and the bun should be bigger. I agree with what she said. Hehe...

That's All! =)

Why people continue to do things that would hurt them? Why they don't let other people to help them? Is it because of pride? Why ??? I don't know what I can do anymore... I can only watch *** continuing the things that would hurt ***. I rebuked *** but *** don't listen to me. Saying everything to defend ***self. I want to rebuked *** once more but afraid that will ruin our relationship. I can only silently watching *** suffer.

O Lord I pray that You would help ***. Speak to ***. I can speak no more.. I'm aware that I can't do things on my own. I can only depend You O Lord Almighty... Thank You Lord..