Morning World!! Sorry trees... For using you too much.. Last two days I was working on the lyrics book.. Doing all the printing and photocopying.. End up using too much paper.. I never use that much papers in my whole life. Hopefully the lyrics book that I have finished don't have anymore mistakes.. Even if it has, let it be one or two mistakes.
Last night while I was reading the Blueprint in my room, my mom suddenly came in and talk with me.. Actually I don't really want to talk, so as she was talking to me, I kept on reading my book. Then, in a while, I felt that there's voice telling me to listen to my mom. So I obeyed the voice. Looking at her and really listen to her although I have heard her stories for thousands times already. Although I don't really want to do it, but I felt that's the right thing to do.. I can see why the voice telling me to do that. I think maybe my mom wants my attention.
I learned some people needs our attention, and we need to be sensitive with it. If we're not careful with it, we might end up leaving them feeling rejected. Parents need our attention too. Although they didn't really mention it, but the way they approach are telling us that they wants our attention on them, not only our ears but also our eyes and heart.
IF I end up choosing not to obey the voice that tell me to listen to my mom, what would my mom feel? I supposed she'll feel rejected. But I'm glad that I did listen to her.I'm still learning to listen to her. But sometimes I like to say" I know I knowww.." in a way that she don't like it. This eventually cut off my conversation with her and me putting a fence around me with a sign saying "Talk to the hand". I have to learn to say those words lesser... Haha.. Carrie stop saying "I know I knowww...."
Last night I read the blueprint, Jaeson Ma taught me a lot about the Holy Spirit. He is our best friend, a person with emotions and feelings, He brings God's presence and many more. Haha last night I also took the step to talk to the Holy Spirit telling Him " I love You Holy Spirit. I want to know you more." It felt a bit weird because it's like talking to myself. But I know that He is listening. So last night I kept on talking to the Holy Spirit. Just like everytime when you meet a new people, you would first introduced yourself and then start chatting with the person. I did that with the Holy Spirit. Haha.. I told Him " Hi Holy Spirit.. My name is Carrie Chin. I'm 17 years old. My passion is to see more and more young people to rise up for Your name in Malaysia. My weaknest is this and this.. I pray that You would transform me to be more and more like Jesus. Thank You!"
When I was sleeping I sort of felt something inside me is comforted. Then tears began to rolled down my cheeks. Don't know why.. I was reminded that our body is the House of God. And that God live in us and He is taking control of us. How GREAT it is to know that there's a BIG and AWESOME God living inside us..
