Believe it or Don't

I.......

Became very very seriously CHUBBY during this stressing week..

Projects Assignmentssssss.. All I want for my Christmas present is time time time :)

Finally! I got 'B'!!

yesterday my drawing class lecturer gave us back our previous class assignment(water colour painting). I was very surprise when I saw my mark for it. It's 'B'!! Since semester 1, 'B' was a really impossible target for me. I always target for C+. haha... at least its better than C. Here's my progress throughout the drawing class.

First painting: C

second painting:C+

third painting: B :)

Carrie's Tshirt-Tm

Tshirt is easy to be bought but it's really not easy to be made. You have to think of creative design, budget, and target market and bla bla bla..

I'm not really satisfied with my tshirt design coz it looks so plain. I want to change it but it cost me a lot. That's why it's important to becareful in design so that you can save your money. One mistake, you will feel really miserable. You either choose to do it again by spending extra money or you just let it be and having the unsatisfied feeling inside of you. Well of course I choose the latter one, coz it's just a college project. I think it's not really that worth it to spend lots of money in it coz I'm not a really rich person. I rather learnt from my mistake and improve it in near future.

Do you know how much my tshirt cost??

Children tshirt: Rm 8.00

Transfer film: Rm 6.00

Printing cost: Rm 12.00

My profit(optional): Rm 2.00

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Total: Rm 28.00

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Hehe... low quality tshirt like mine also expensive leh. Oh one more thing! The Tshirt colour will be washed away once you wash it coz the printing is not the permanent one. If permanent one, it'll cost more.

So... appreciate the hardwork of the tshirt designer! :)

I'm a person who like a creatively plain tshirt. A tshirt doesn't look nice if you put every color or pictures in it. It'll look like a pile of garbage. But some of my classmate can make their design full with color and picture but still look neat. They're really amazing! :)

I love what I'm studying now, really! But I'm worried about my application for ptptn. Hopefully I can get it.. Please help me pray about it. :) I belive God will make a way. Just have to trust Him even more when it seems so hard..

This morning i woke, thought that i was in KK. seriously miss my home. everything is convenient at home. miss my family, Eklektos and.....Calvin too!

Now im draining up my brain for idea to create unique fonts.. gonna stay up till 2 am..

Song of the day 'Lead me to the cross' by Hillsong United

My Desire

My Desire by Jeremy Camp

You want to be real, you want to be empty inside
You want to be someone laying down your pride
You want to be someone someday
Then lay it all down before the king

You want to be whole, you want to have purpose inside
You want to have virtue and purify your mind

You want to be set free today
Then lay it all down before the king

This is my desire, this is my return
This is my desire to be used by you

You want to be real, you want to be empty inside
And I know my heart is to feel you near
And I know my life
It's to do your will
It's to do your will

All my life I have seen
Where you've take me
Beyond all I have hoped
And there's more left unseen

There's not much I can do to repay all you've done
So I give my hands to use

This song trully speaks what I'm feeling all this time. My desire is to do His will. My food is to do His will. No wonder I feel so empty inside lately..

But this morning when I do my devotion. I tried to spend time in praying and listen to Him. I believe that He spoke to me about loving Him with all my heart, soul, mind and strength. Oww Ok,God. And then when I went to the RBC website to do my devotion. it talks about Mark 12:31('love your neighbour as yourself,'). I was like 'wow! God, you're really speaking to me'. Ok... so I read through the words in the website. you know, sometime it's scary to listen to what God wants me to do. I guess because I'm afraid that God wants me to do things that I don't really want to do.. You Hear, You obey.. I will learn to listen to Him. After all, my purpose is to do His will, not mine.. :)

Our love for God is displayed by the way we love our neighbour. I love God and I know that we love God too. But does God feel loved by us if we only lives our life for ourself. Imagine if someone that you really love doesn't show to you his or her love for you. Wouldn't that make you sad. I know I did that a lot of time to God. I didn't really see Him as person whom I really loves. Sometimes, He's like a waiter to me. I come to Him just to order food from Him. This relationship is just like a customer and a waiter.

I want to be driven by what drives Christ, and be committed to what He is committed to—the needs of people.

T-shirt design

I'm really excited in my second semester this year! coz there's one of the class assignment I really love to do. It is T-shirt design! I'm gonna design my own T-shirt with my own face printed one it. There are several that I really like.

I took about 11 hours to design 16 type of design for my t-shirt. It looks kinda simple right?? But it actually not as easy as it seems like. While I was working on my design, brainstorming creative idea, I thought my design gonna be really awesome and attractive. hehe... Who knows, when I reach the class, saw my classmates design...they are so awesomest! haiz...... i'm still very far behind. need to buck up more...

Below here are some of those that I really like:

if you guys have any tips for design or advice, do share with me k.. :) coz i really want to learn more and improve my design skill.if you guys have any tips for design or advice, do share with me k.. :) coz i really want to learn more and improve my design skill.

Holiday!!

Last thursday, my friends and I went to watch movie in Midvalley. some of us watch quarantine, and the others watch Bolt. I watched Quarantine. haha.. the movie i think it's quite ok la. a bit pening pening the movie is a first person view. the view of the camera keep moving moving and kinda pening la.

I really don't know how to appreciate metal rock songs. as i was on my journey to Midvalley with my friend car, my friend played his metal rock song. i've been suffering throughout the journey. i tried to listen and appreciate it. but can't la. it's not my cup of tea. haha..

I wanna watch Twilight!!! :)